Nov 24, 2008

beyond words.

there is a love that goes beyond words of description. when paragraphs dont require punctuation of capitalization smart words or dumb words. where one can say that they have loved their entire exhistance and never seen a day to feel it... until the steady beeping monitor flatlines.

i have loved you my entire life. i've dreamt about you. i've spoken to you. i've held your hand and know its every freckle. i've drinken every tear from your eye, inhaled your breath, and breathed life into you. i dream of the second you realize your beauty.


to my one and only,

when we are married... i can honestly say that i have loved you my whole life. that i have dreamt of the day our children come into our lives. the days we realize our triumph, the days we spend wallowing in our disgrace. i've dreamt of sleeping next to you for the rest of my life, even if one of us may snore. i promise to love you through your annoying habits, as i know you will love me through my constant complaining and worrying. i can't wait to pray, worship, and speak out with you... to take thousands of pictures and none the same faces. i can't wait to travel with you, and to stay home with you. to battle money issues, to battle disagreements on how to raise children. youll let me paint our walls red, and i will let you hold the remote control. we will worship god with our lives. i don't know what is going to happen, or what has happened. and i feel so far away from you. i beg of you... please worship god. invest your intire heart in him...
meet me there. i love you. i love you